Heart breaker...

a world full of sin,
is where we live in,
why do we have make it worst,
by lying,

you neva noe how painful it is,
till you've been lied upon,
worst by the person you love,
an from whom you lie upon,

ever felt how painful it is,
when the gal or guy you love,
hangs out with some other mister or miss,
when all you think about is his or her kiss,

ever felt how painfull it is,
when you see your own lover,
sending kisses to some other guy,
and you have to watch undercover,

ever felt how painful it is,
when the one you love,
sends private mails to another guy,
saying I Love You,
but to you,
she hardly gives a kiss,
because she says her love is true,
and forces you to shut up,
and not talk about what she says or do,

its painful indeed,
a pain each and everyone of you can feed,
she'll be somewhere with the new guy, smiling,
while deep insinde you bleed,
its painful indeed,

i'm sure most of you felt this pain before,
from the dearest person you once called your baby,
but this msg is for all those who causes this pain,
to all men and lady,
if your reading this,
pls be sorry,

i know some of you dont intend to,
but for those who keep it for real,
when you know it far away from right nor wrong,
and you still sing the poor guy a song,
when you tell him I Love You,
and deep in you know it aint true,

you'll know what awaits you,
when you fall in the same boat as the others do,
you'll fell the terrible pain too,
and there is no one to turn to,
because you've broken one heart,
a true one,
as gud as breaking a thousand of'em,
to many parts,

and the people who LOVED you once will turn away,
it'll be worst than what i say,
so beware people,
you're off the wrong way...

touching song lyrics...EMPTY

Tried to take a picture

Of love

Didn't think I'd miss her

That much

I wanna fill this new frame

But it's Empty

Tried to write a letter

In ink

It's been getting better

I think

I've got a piece of paper

But it's Empty

It's Empty

Maybe we're trying

Trying too hard

Maybe we're torn apart

Maybe the timing

Is beating our hearts

We're Empty

And I even wonder

If we

Should be getting under

These sheets

We could lie in this bed

But it's Empty

It's Empty

Maybe we're trying

Trying too hard

Maybe we're torn apart

Maybe the timing

Is beating our hearts

We're Empty

Oh, oh.Oh, oh.Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.Oh, oh.Oh, oh.

Maybe we're trying

Trying too hard

Maybe we're torn apart

Maybe the timing

Is beating our hearts

We're Empty

(Maybe we're trying)

(Trying too hard)

(Maybe we're torn apart)

We're Empty(Maybe the timing)

(Is beating our hearts)

We're Empty

The old B'day, rat chopping, and more on Kang Kung

Adrians B'day, as i promised, some pics, but i cant get more...

And as for the BBQ, i'll try to upload the pics ASAP, but i din get it this week, so its all up to next time... For now, check this one out...

Nenek Love in this club with Adrian

The rats were first put into Chloroform to kill it...
The dying rats...
When we first got the rat...

The first disection of the rat...

And we were both possiing with the rat...

That is the inside of the rat, the appendix, intestine, live and everything...

And once again, we were possing...

Haha, look at me...

THAT is something special, it is the foetus of the rat, it is still undeveloped...

And the messiest team award goes to......

The big thing out there is the appendix, its one of the largest organ in a rats body.... WOW...!!!

Can you see the lungs...??? and the heart...???

That was taken after they were dead... How pity...

And that is the collection of foetus of the rats...

How bout some rosted RAT...???? Dont we look cool...hahaha...
The rats wich just arrived, unknowing if their future....(with an evil grin)

I know you can't see much in the ppics above, but that was taken for Geetha and Juin's birthday...
And tha Kang Kung with a price... MAn...he's cheap...

The
BBQ preparation... look at our serius faces...

Kang Kung updates will come in the next post... hahaha... Bubye...

Fastest college day...

Today, we had only one class for College, physics, that ws all... We were allowed to go back afta that, xcept the T1 people who are still very exited to slice up the rats... (which we have already done...hahahaha)[the pics will come up ASAP]





But me, Kang Kung, Jude, and MAlayali are going to the whole sale guy to see and most probably buy the soft drinks today... This place is said to be cheap, so why not give it a chance... I mean its not gonna hurt to go have a look... And from the price said by Faizal, it does sound cheap, lets just go there ang check it out...





But Faizal havnt really got out yet, as in he's not on the way yet, (that's y Adrian n I are here, to KILL TIME!!!!!)


But we will have to go early b'coz the T1 guys are having the exp today...So we have to come early... And we also have to like hike up on his car a bit far from the college, b'coz the college authorities actually have some kinda prob with the Lot 10 that they dont like anyone going on his car, and don't like them helping the students out... So, in order to get some work done and done without a prob., we have to make sure no one will see us hopping on the Waja...





I kinda have to borrow Jeff Lee's car on this Saturday (havn't asked him yet...sshhhh!!!!!), to go and buy the chicken pieces for the BBQ... And the BBQ is gonna be fun, were having a few games for you guyz... Chickens, sausages, fish balls, and stuff... might have tit bits, lots and lots of soft drink, and unlimited suppply of fun... Hope you guys will enjoy it..





Aite then, i th.....wait, i forgot to mention earlier, we might, MIGHT have a slide show session, all the pics we had together, presented in a slide show kind of thingy, and a moment of sadness... (for the fact that we are gonna split up with some of our friends...)

It'll be a bit touching, but i dun xpect anyone to cry yet, but i sure do xpect even guyz to cry im the last day... That'll be a beautiful day (as in, everybody will actually tell how they feel to everyone, and how much they'll miss each other..) Wow, i sure cant miss that day, ad i hope everyone could join in, most probably i'll be the last one to go back home, (b'coz i live in Penang) and i want to see eac and everyone and say bye personally before i actualy go back... I'm not really sure if I'll be crying...(coz it has been some time since i actually cried) but i sure will cry inside.... ( the heart will be bleeding with love)...

And for sure i'll be missin you all like HELL... Coz for 8 months we have been living together, look at each others faces almost everyday, and have been eating and hanging put togehter, some of us even had parties together... It'll be hard to leave all of you... But, just make sure that we will all meet up in Russia, make sure we make it there first, and WE the Russian 2008 badge will all be qualified doctors and none of us get left out...This is a promise among us aite....

I WILL miss you terribly...

sobs...

T_T

Aite then, gotta chow first... See ya'll later... Next Saturday, hopefully, I'll upload all the pics... Kan Kungs Gayness, The BBQ thingy, Rat murder adn ect.

That is, if i go back next week... But till then, Bubye... Chiau...

Slow love...

A falling leave,

dried or green,

has a meaning to it,

look carefully,

The blowing wind,

dry or cold,

has a tune to it,

listen carefully,

it all says one thing,

love is in the air,

no matter how bad things happen,

or how wierd the realtionship seems,

Love is still somewhere there,

just look deeper,

You may be fighting today,

quareling yesterday,

tease each other on friday,

But wait,

love is on the way,

You might be feeling alone,

without him or her by your side,

you might feel like somethings gone wrong,

its a clear sign,

love will come before tonight,

But wait,

dont rush,

love comes slow,

just wait patiently,

You might not have seen it yesterday,

Maybe not even today,

But tommorow is a new hope,

Believe in love,

And it'll come,

by land, flight or boat,

You might cry alone in the dark,

and not tell your friends why,

You might go lost in a mart,

and neva find a way out,

You might not know the reason why,

but trust me,

its a disease called love,

You might feel sick,

the moment you see his or her face,

You might think the other is a prick,

and hate his every gaze,

but wait,

opposite attracts,

in love, these are facts,

You might not believe what you read here,

some might not read at all,

if you dont believe this letter,

its a clear sign,

you're in love,

believe it, or ask yourself truthfully,

Coz in love,

alls fair,

and a slow love,

is worth waitin for,

as it is the best...

Coz you might treat him as a fren,

and he might treat you the same,

but a fren is the begining of every relationship,

and if you trust this, you'll neva trip,

coz deep within you know,

you love someone,

and you know your love is true,

Believe,

and love will come to you...

JUst came back afta lunch....

Huh, one of the cheapest and heaviest lunch i eva had... Though it was at a sadaye shop, but today they had this wonderful sweet and sour chicken which was breath takin... And everything oni cosd like 3 bucks.... It was really worthit... Rice, sweet and sour chicken, some long green wegie and a Barli panas... hahaha.... Happy Meal...

You should try it, the meal it was realy delicios....

Thats not me up there, but she's saying the truth...

What else shall i say....rmmmm..im kinda runnin out of ideas, but then its a blog,(a personal blog) and people come here and write wheneva they run out of idea...

And about the earlier post, i din mean to hurt anybodies feelings... But i gotta say what i gotta say...and if youre gonna pull a long face for it, i cant help...

Lets see, the BBQ is in another.....4 days....and preparations arn't goin so well, people arn't that serius... They are still jokin around and stuff... But today Adrian asked those who wana order things can order directly to him (you know what i mean), But you can order it trough me too, i'll pass the msg to Adrian... I suggest all of ya'll should visit www.wefliestorussia.blogspot.com, its our unoficial blog... Where, we...WE the Russain Program students share info and stuff... It's such a waste if none of ya'll visit it... And you can also be an author of that blog, you just gotta ask Jim... He might be a bit BZ with Nenek (i seriusly dunno her real name till today) coz he's having big plans....

Sometimes, if youre lucky enough, you can get notes online... I mean you can download it via bearshare link given there... Gud luck with that...

Aite then... Gud luck ya'll... for everthing... Chiau...

Geetha and Juin's B'day...

Yup, yesterday was the day, one just turned 20 while the other was 17...

They had some kinda suprise b'day party for them, in the house next to Geetha's current house, Im really sorry i can't provide the pics from the b'day party coz i wasnt involved, me and some of ma frens just went there to show some respect and to wish Happy Birthday...(there were some problem which should not be mentioned)...

But I'm preety sure they had a wonderful birthday party as i saw them outside ma house running and chasing each other with cakes in their hands, and Jim and Juin came to Kennee's house with cakes all over them... (that kinda says it don't it)...

Besides that, i heard Shen How bought them some present or something... If both you gals are reading this, I'd like to say im Sorry coz i din know it was your b'day till a few hours before it... I wasn't informed by anyone... So, its not totaly my fault, (as i said before, some problem came up), but i'll try ti make up for it... I just dunno how....?????????????? @_@

But there will be a party where we can ALL celebrate togehter (being sarcastic...), at least the BBQ thingy we are working on.... I realy hope all of ya'll can join it, though, some already pulled out from the party.... But the party will go on...

And Geetha, if you're reading this, i havnt put up your pic here, it all depends on how you behave... hehehehe... ^_^

And how many of ya'll actually have a blog, other than those i already have in ma link list, if youre in this page rigth now, add a comment in my shoutbox WITH your link.. I'll add you in the list, but of you prefer reamining unknown, its up to you.. (just that if i have your link, i can alwaz visit your blog when we are no more together in ACMS or the UNI we are bout to go...)

Well, this is just a piece of ma mind, next time if you're planning on sunthin, (in case you are) think before you wanna be THE HERO OF THE DAY...Not everyone likes free food, there's something called pride in everyone.. You can be the most generous person on earth, but when you do sumthn by sharing and in a situatuion where everyone is contributing, it'll be a more fun activity... Think bout what OTHERS will think, not you and your group of friends alone... Of the many party I and my friends personaly organized, i dun remember excluding you guyz from participating, (xcept some that would be a bit troublesome)... BUT, incase the intention was to have a privet party or smwhat, just dun invite the others next time... IF you wanna ask people in, ask everybody... Dun just ask people (i dunno, those you like alone...), imagine, if in any of ma parties, if i called your next door friend and din give a damn bout you, what would you feel... Im sorry to say this but many were pissed with your arrangement..

p.s. This msg is not dedicated to any one person or to spoil anyones mood, its just a piece of advise... its totaly up to you to accept it or to ignore it... But you'll know who you are... AND if you're pissed wit me, you can alwaz come find me, we can settle it like men... (if you dare)