Why do we grow up....

have u ever felt that everything has changed...and ur mind suddenly decided dat it was time to grow up...it is happening to me and i think im going insane...its like maturity is knocking my door saying times up...the funny thing is, a part of me...a big one, says i have to do it....and kinda like it too...the other part is like...DUDE, WAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU???WHERE IS THE GUY WHO DOESNT GIVE A DAMN....and i calnt answer....its like standint between two towers...i know i have to decide for the better...but am i not abit too young still...(dun laugh...im serios...) i mean...common...19 years old....its like i was jas born less then 2 decades ago and i have to make my own decisions now....i have to start THINKIN....(trust me all u immature dudes reading this, its hard...ask the mature ones)...
responsibility is a heavy word by itself....a man becomes a man with the decisions he make...and if he decides to put on that word on...he is gonna be a great man....
but thinkin again, i dun wanna be any greater than anybody..i wanna be myself..but being this way (the way im kinda metamorphosising into) it makes me feel good (even though.....), i feel more relaxed...everything is done before the last minute...i have more time a day, its like all the dirt has been removed from my way...from my path...
if ANYONE is reading this right now...u most probably noe dat i like being more responsible and alll....but if i do...then why am i writing this....maybe i jas dun like it...and so if dun like it....i an jas cheating my self....who would cheat themselves?????..and since i do..maybe i am not myself...
FUCK......this is freaking crazy...its driving me insane....
i am the kinda guy who never liked the word RULE...i used to believe rules are made to be broken...but believe it or not...i have my own set of rules nowdayz...its crazy....does everyone need to grow up???if yes...then why....
why cant we all jas stay as kids...enjoy....
walk in a place where theres only grass...walk run and play all day long...not feel the pain even when we fall on our ass...not thinkin bout money, responsibility and whats right and wrong....
haiz..i jas wish....

Lantern/moon cake fest...

The lantern/mooncake fest was a blast...xpecially nods sktch...wow...
and here are some of the pics i tuk...
enjoy...
i hope ur pic is in it...if not..
next time confirm...
aite...Chiaoz...


Before the whole thing started, ad take back seat so can lean and enjoy the show...
hahaha............



all getting ready...
shuldn i have put this pics first..????
haiz...












d oni black guy...and he found a seat...dats all im saying...




dat is Nod's special SMILE...
personaly, i was jas scared i would blend to the background...


ha........memoriez...we came 2gether to this dreadful place together abt a year ago...

i got dat tang lung for free wei.... THnx Bernard...



i still duno who dat kid is....neva seen b4...\and saw raja possing ar...lolz...

i am not gonna say anything...

dats d white Malaysian over there....haha... great guy...





the lost boy....


here is where Nod mencarut....i still remember...




hahaha.....



new trend i guess...the boyz r in 2nd year..and d gals 1st...



d great Chai....


people...dun get the wrong idea...im NOT gay...look at the guy lookin at me...he is...



in this one...i totally blended with the background...
haiz...
my mom alwaz asked me to put on some powder....






2nd years gempak...xcept hose 2 sesat fello's there...




ever heard of the xpression shawty....???
dats mine...




ZAMAN..........



Vinod suka possing........
and Raja also....



the sky lantern.... which din fly far...
sadly...


dats d MAN...saw d giant speakers n d spear in his hand ar....



NOD........................


i would love to become a lantern...hangin on a stick...
YA RITE....who am i kiding...




i din noe how raja got into d pick...looks like some one stuck d pic in.... bt it kinda luk good though....



Praba...macam kambing masuk kampung....
looks like his totally lost.........




BERNARD JAN...im still guessing who his gf is...
any ideas...send it to me...



JEEVAN..........



D macho guy....
KHIR *****............



dat dude is from ACMS...we studied together...
Brice...



and d coolest guy of all...HO....plus my brother from CHINA...haha...
we jas so luk alike...lolz......


thise were all the pics i have...hope u enjoyed it...
any comments or if u wanna insult any1......feel free.........
write it down in my shoutbox or as a virus...so everyone could read it...
thats all.....
bubye till next time......

LIFE....(friends...)

we wake up n we sleep,
we live and we die,
in this life which is so deep,
spend most of our time to cry,

and did god see whats going on,
or is he still not giving a damn,
well...he saw whats going wrong,
and he gave us friends to turn things around,

now we smile every now and then,
chillin out in a bar with a friend,
and i thank u god, for the friends we have,
for they are the image of u,
guidin us through,
this difficult path,
LIFE....

Haha...sory Danny...lol...

some of the pics had to removed due to complaints by d viewers...haha....
so its now off d net ad...
wow...someone is actually reading it...my blog i mean... happy to know dat...
(i frankly tought i was writing to myself....)
aite then...chiaoz....

and..i jas got my new MTC (MTS) num... its...+79199850392...
*its free to either call or msg another MTC num...i find it kinda worthy...
u shuld give it a try....***********jas a suggestion**********
newaz... Chiaoz................

jas got ma net...finally...n for real...

my brother from another race....
n im not racist by the way.....
(can't u see the ressemblence....)

My sweet gal...haha...

first women of malaysia and her best friend...
Possing...

i seriosly dunno wat their doing...

the COOL pose...haha...
we are 'D COOL PEOPLE' woi...
dun mess...

has anyone seen the cute me...
if u wanted to...u have ur wish...

"ppl...ppl...line up pls...and smile....!!!!!"

this is the neck people...
see wat happns whe i...........
its k....
his a gud guy......

ma very own hip-hop doc....
his gonna rap after he finishes d course...
lolz...

d class starasta of d year 2009....
n the cameramen of d day...

Hey ya'll.....

Hey$...am really sorry i culdn type this earlier...was kinda busy... when i get my internet back in Volgo...i'll try ma best to upload as frequent as possible... so see ya'll for now... chiauz..

haha...a year has passed...

its 14th June..and only now i've got thetime to type back..haha.....
screw all the old stories....
lets start new now....

Its been a long time...

huh...feels good to write back...its been an awfully long time...and ive got alot to tell...and Im in Volgo now...In RUSSIA...haha...

and its the 2nd of january 2009, 3.30 in the morning...its kinda cold and i guess its snowing out there...i jas watched some movies...and chilling out right now... and guess what...im in my one week winter break(its supposed to be a break...but...)...and the best part is...im actually resting after some time... man i feel so good... My anatomy class...Fio, me and Lin...

well...thats basically my whole calss..or group as they call it here...

earlier in a Hari raya celebration...most of them are my seniors...(the pic below to...)

and thats me, beside some statue of some old lady, on october...2008 that is... that is the christmass turkey...well...it WAS delicious...

at Sharmilla's PadFak day..(it dusnt mean anything vulgar ppl, its pre-med in Russian...)

Ruski class...bored as usual...

thats a place called Dom Sayus...i think it means Saiyus's house... (wateva...)

and............that isnt mine by the way...im jas too sexy in it...


the so called eternal flame...

mother of Volgo and two cute gals by her...

Christmass again....haha...

some guy from the gym...(lol...)

(below)some sculptrs on the waar of Stalingrad[Volgograd]

first time washing clothes in Russia...look at me...haha

AJAX...haha....