Sorry...

I made a mistake,

for something i did take,

but im sory for that,

I din noe it'll be that bad,

The plan was made,

ma consious disagreed,

but i had to do it,

the only way i can survive it,

But it'll take a long time to revive it,

I know as you have found out,

without a doubt,

i noe you hate me,

But there's nothing much i can do bout it,

It's ma fault after all,

*

And im sorry i did it,

I needed it so badly that i stole it,

I din want to worry you by saying it,

But the way you took it is totaly the opposite,

But its your right to get angry,

I dont mind getting furried,

But bear in mind that I do love you,

And one mistake doesnt prove it isn't true,

And now im leaving,

I know i'll be back, and i aint dreaming,

And in every song i'll be singing,

there'll be abit of you,

it wont be a swearing...

Im sorry...

Massive heart brake...

A true heart brake,
unbearable pain like an earthquake,
within the body, asleep or awake,
a new meaning to massive heart brake,
when even tears seem so fake,

memories with her by the lake,
infects me over and over again, like a plague,
infected in my brain,
causing the purest of pain,
blood rushes out of the body,
makin me faint,
my love was true D,
but you had to go for something unplanned,

Sitting in a dark room,
memories of you make my heart bloom,
i try to smile but its still dull and gloomy,
feels like my heart is doomed,
no other love can ever be zoomed on,
coz it feels like its forever gone,
a strong force that you created,
which broke the strongest of bonds,
which we had and longed,

But i'd rather just let go of you,
so you could go with the one you think is true,
i know in me i love you too,
but i guess that made me take that decision for you,
so your love remains true,
as much as mine will to,
I'm sorry i din get the chance to say i do,
But i'm sure you'll get a better chance, i thought it through,
And as long as the sky remains blue,
my love to you will alwayz be true,
and please don't look at me and ask who,
Coz i did it all for you...

DOTA SONG

One of the best song made xpecialy for Dota...

I was asked to do this assignment in ma college... Erti Kemerdekaan Bagi Saya... read it...interesting

Erti Kemerdekaan Bagi saya

Kemerdekaan bermaksud kebebasan. Kebolehan kita melakukan apa yang kita mahu lakukan tanpa bergantung kepada orang lain. Kemerdekaan Tanah Melayu telah dicapai pada tahun 1957, Ogos 31. Ramai yang telah berkorban demi mencapai kemerdekaan untuk kita. Kemerdekaan yang telah dicapai tidak patut dilupakan.Hutang kita kepada mereka yang telah berjuang untuk kemerdekaan tidak dapat dibayar. Sekarang, kerana mereka, kita dapat hidup dengan aman dan damai. Jika kemerdekaan tidak dicapai, besar kemungkinan kita masih dijajah Ingeris dengan nama Malaysia ditukar kepada Malayan Union. Oleh itu, kemerdekaan yang telah dicapai tidak patut dilupakan dan patut sentiasa dihargai.

Kemerdekaan negara kita dicapai selepas kesemua 3 kaum terbesar iaitu Melayu, India, dan China mencapai kata sepakat. Mereka bersetuju berdamai, dan hidup dengan nama warga Malaysia. Melalui kata sepakat inilah kemerdekaan berjaya dicapai. Akan tetepi, dewasa ini, terutamanya warga muda kurang menghayati maksud kemerdekaan. Dengan ini, berlakulah ketidakpuasan antara rakyat. Terutamanya, ketidakpuasan antara ethnik. Misalnya, perarakan HINDRAF dan sebagainya. HINDRAF terutamanya berlaku disebabkan terdapat pendapat yang menyatakan kumpulan etnik India terpinggir atau berlakunya ‘Etnik Cleansing’. Hal ini kerana di Malaysia saja, terdapat statistik paling tinggi pemusnahan kuil, iaitu sebanyak sebuah kuil setiap 3 minggu. Hal ini telah menyebabkan berlakunya penubuhan Hindu Rights Action Force, HINDRAF. Perkara ini berkaitan dengan kemerdekaan. Hal ini kerana apabila kemerdekaan dicapai, perlembagaan telah dibentuk. Dan dalam perlembagaan telah memperuntukkan kebebasan setiap kaum mempraktikkan agama mereka sendiri, iaitu dalam Artikel 11. Sekumpulan banyak kaum India menyokong HINDRAF kerana perlembagaan tidak dihormati dan hak mereka dicabul.

Baru-baru ini, selepas Pilihan Raya ke-12, pihak pembangkan telah menang dengan baik di 5 buah negeri. Dalam perlembagaan, kebebasan bertnding dalam Pilihan Raya telah diberi. Akan tetapi, apabila pihak pembangkan menang, banyak tunjuk perasaan telah dilakukan. Terutama sekali di negeri Pulau Pinang. Hal ini berlaku apabila En. Lim Guan Eng telah bercadang memansuhkan DEB, Dasar Ekonomi Baru. DEB telah diwujudkan kerana terdapat ramai rakyat Malaysia yang masih miskin. Akan tetapi, selepas 50 tahun merdeka, kadar kemiskinan masih tinggi. Hal ini menunjukkan DEB tidak begitu efektif. DEB juga memberikan banyak kepentingan kepada orang Melayu, disamping apa yang diperuntukkan dalam Perlembagaan Malaysia. Apabila DEB dimansuhkan di Pulau Pinang, ramai dari UMNO telah melakukan perarakan di Pulau Pinang. Mereka menyatakan hak warga Melayu dicabul. Dan setahu saya, apabila perarakan HINDRAF diadakan, ‘water cannons’ dan ‘tear gass’ telah digunakan. Akan tetapi, dalam perarakan UMNO, benda-benda ini tidak digunakan. Lebih-lebih lagi, pihak FRU telah memberikan sokongan kepada mereka. MEreka telah menberi perlindungan kepada mereka.

Dalam perlembagaan juga, kebebasan berucap dengan batasan tertentu telah diberi supaya perkara yang dicakap tidak mengusik perasaan orang lain, supaya tidak berlaku sesuatu yang akan menggangu kemerdekaan Malaysia. Akan tetapi, seorang lelaki bernama Shah Khiri telah memberi sebuah ceramah mengenai agama Hindu yang langsung tidak benar. Dia telah mengutuk agama Hindu. Perkara ini secara langsung menunjukkan yang lelaki ini tidak menghormati perlembagaan dan agama lain. Lelaki, ini tidak mahu kemerdekaan negara kita berlangsung. Jika tindakan yang setimpal tidak diambil, nescaya rusuhan kaum akan berlaku. Hal ini akan menggugat kemerdekaan negara kita.

Selama 50 tahun, kita telah hidup secara aman dan damai. Walaupun telah berlaku banyak masalah dan perumitan, pemimpin-pemimpin yang berwibawa telah menyelesaikannya tanpa menyusahkan rakyat demi mempertahankan kemerdekaan. Akan tetapi, pada masa yang akan datang, kemungkinan besar perkara ini akan berubah. Masalah-masalah yang berlaku pada masa sekarang, seperti yang telah saya nyatakan di atas, bersangkut paut dengan politik. Hal ini bermaksud, tokoh-tokoh politik memainkan peranan yang besar dalam perumitan yang berlaku. Jika, pemimpin yang kita harapkan tidak teguh pendiriannya, sudah tentu sesuatu institut itu akan runtuh. Pemimpin-peimpin yang lebih baik diperlukan demi menjamin kemerdekaan.

Secara kesimpulannya, kemerdekaan merupakan sebuah harta yang tidak ternilai kepada semua pihak. Setiap orang perlu memainkan peranan mereka demi menjaga kemerdekaan dan kepentingannya. Pihak-pihak tertentu tidak patut mengeksploitasi kemerdekaan demi pembangunan merek sahaja. Undang-undang dan kata sepakat yang telah dicapai semasa kemerdekaan dicapai perlu sentiasa dihormati dan dijaga. Mematuhi peraturan dan menghormati perlembegaan merupakan sesuatu yang amat perlu. Mereka yang tidak mematuhi peraturan perlu dijatuhi hukuman secara adil. Pihak berkuatkuasa dan tokoh politik tidak patut berat sebelah dan menjaga kepercayaan rakyat terhadap mereka.

Oleh itu, setiap warga Malaysia tanpa mengira kaum perlu berganding bahu dan bekerjasama demi menjamin kemerdekaan. ‘Berat sama dipikul, ringan sama dijinjing’. Jika perkara ini tidak diambil berat peristiwa 13 Mei akan mungkin berulang. Lebih-lebih lagi apabila wujud ramai ‘bloggers’ yang sedia memaparkan setiap peristiwa yang berlaku melalui Internet yang tidak kenal sempadan. Sekali lagi ingin saya tegaskan yang kerjasama semua pihak amat penting supaya kemerdekaan negara kita dapat dikekalkan.

A black door..!!!

A black door, an entrance to a store,
sacked more than the amount of pages tore,
No more, no one dares to go for more,
its so sore, you gotta get out now,
the way he bow, it isnt right,
he wants you out, the future isnt bright,
he wants you loud, he'll kill ya tonight,
Back down, he wants to be crowned,
he wants to bound, he wants to sound,
the amount of pressure is just aint worth the amount,
Watch out, he's gonna put you down,
dig a hole and barry you in the ground,
unknown, he's a fierce gray hound,
a devillness in him, an evilness unbound,
move away, as soon as possible,
he will charge you for every single sylable,
mable, fable, he's gonna force ya to saddle,
he aint gonna make it any better, his life's unstable,
a lable by the door says raps devil,
but i rap every single second i dont think it is,
i flow like its in me and all i do is dis,
they look at me like im some kinda reminis,
a feminis, i spit it loud like a baby kiss,
already miss, the chance to be a prejudice,
but i rule the rap court, with a clunching fist,
a clearin mist, d mike is in ma wrist,
to make it see, imma make it be,
i wanna rape till i gain ma F.A.M.E,
it aint the same, you went through the black door,
im already on the floor, im jas waitin for sumore,
You wanna front on me, come on imma wait for ya,
i've ma bloody homies, for now, i'll ja s say, see ya...

The lady in the dark...!!!

A lonely road, with a creeping darkness,
tears dripping from the eyes of an angel who has lost ways,
she cries for someone to hold her in the arm,
tears rollilng to get someone warm,
A hood covered face, She has no dad or mom,
A brutal grace, no one's around her, not even a swarm,

She walks blindly, unknown to where to go,
She laughs mildly, as she saw abandoned houses in a row,
She wants you to help, to let her know,
that you have the map, to lead her where to go,
her heart so hollow, you can feel the emptiness,
She's a jane doe, a heart filled with sorrowness,

Bring her back, into where she belongs,
guide her through the dark, to where she long,
a preety girl in the dark, is something gone wrong,
an empty tear, is a wrong gone song,
she gotta be saved, her life moan young,
a soul hung, shes a thrown gun,

So go to her, she awaits you,
talk to her, she hears you,
do it right, she'll love you,
and do it tonight, and she will be you...

Dark...!!!

I walk around the dark with a black hood,
The dogs around bark coz i aint frm the neighbourhood,
A place long gone, I'm here, in the dark i feel good,
No one around me for me to act rude,

And in a distant a figure, another one with a hood,
A lady in the dark, She looks like she's lost too,
We took a walk, she said I love you,
We took a knock, she said i want you,
The darkness gets deeper, as i stroll foward,
With the female dark figure, we both rolled toward,
an old ruptured building,with two tower,
no one left, the darkness is the only neighbour,
Around us, theres no one left to ask a favour,
I kissed her, a memory of sweet flavour,

But she has to go, this isn't home,
But for me, this is a home long gone,
where there is no one to help whenever i moan,
but i dont mind, i love to live alone,

And as she walks away, i stand by watching,
her shadow sway, i stad by hopping,
She would come back, the urge aint stopping,
I said I love you too, never forget me,
she turns and look, she was still preety,
and walked again, once aain I'm lonely,

And i walk again, in the dark neighbourhood,
where the dogs bark again, for me they don't know who,
The dark figure, once again move,
till eternity, I will and I do...